I am a failure person :(

I donno why I have a stupid and slow brain. I do everything like slow people donno how far and I do what what also fail, Example : Sports fail, love fail, study fail:(. I don wish to be like this but I just cannot try my best to do a thing. :(. Like example today my friend get a medal for his running, last time he and me is equal but now he run for his school and get a individual A div boys 8th medal. Not like me 17 years one medal also don have aiya I am really failure and useless and hopeless TTM. FOREVER ONLY LOSE and I will never win. I am a loser :( My feeling now is messy:(.
Sports: I lose to people
Love: No people like
Study: always noob
ONLY 1 words can describe me FAILURE AYK

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Today my friends and I having a outing^_^. We went to 313 to have a walk and after that we went to watch childsEYE and it not a very scary ghost movie is just the sound effect make u feel shock only hahas ^_^. After that we help the waiting,missing,thinking girl to celebrate birthday and I felt very happy. Today outing is fun hahahas gtg bye^_^.

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Nothing to blog hahas today the whole day nothing to do hahas dam bored. I just can keep thinking of u and missing of u only ^_^

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Nothing to post but I want to tell u that every moment I am thinking and missing of you. I wish u can see this and I say everything here is words that I want to say to you

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This time is real give me 2-3 months time and when my weight change from 78 to 70 and I will dare to talk to u again. My target is 65kg but donno whether I can do it but trust me I will change let u see^_.^.

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Today is my 2nd day of my swimming lesson. It is tough but I am happy ^_^. After my swimming lesson I have my dinner and I go find my friends to play candles and lantern. I am very happy to play with my fren lantern and candles and most happy is I can see u there^_^. When today I see u look very happy, I am also happy tooooo HAHAHAS but when I see u eating your noodle u look full and look like headache I feel like walking toward u and ask u what happen:(((( but in the end I didn't do it :(((. After u go I quickly stand up and see where are u walking too but in the end I didn't see where u walk to:(((.

Missing,thinking,waiting for u

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我真的很想你. Nothing to do now and now I just can think of you:S. I really donno how I can come through this 4 years with u.


I got 16 letter and 6 words to tell u

I miss you

and
I love you